I never knew how much this could affect a person, being bipolar. I may be diagnosed myself, but it is not as severe as what it may be for you. My depression has been a downfall for me, and it turns into rage any time I go into that mode. What my mindset was back then was very identical to yours. though, I believe I was utterly hopeless. I see things in new light. Thanks to your music, and learning your story, I can begin anew. My rebirth will come in time. but for you, I wish all best of luck doing what you want and need to do. I have a saying, that may be very effective for you. "We that are of any diagnosis for a mental disorder are not of a disease, nor a downfall in society. We are just as those who are considered normal are; Human." Remember this. you'll see what I mean if not now, in the future days to come.
You mean a bunch, and your music shows the chaotic life that you have pulled through. It is an honour to be your fan, as well as for me to be even there to give advice. With all due respect, I will give you help, just as you have given me hope that there is a future.
Thank you. You mean A lot.
Alan
Nayhan
Your music is really great and inspires me to get better... the orchestral stuff is great by itself and the way you incorporate the orchestral parts and heavy guitar makes it even better. I'll have to read all that text later some time.
Lashmush
Do so. Thank you for the kind words.